Tuesday, January 22, 2013

Freedom. Independence. Travel.

    I remember my first car. Not the car my parents let me borrow but my first car. It was an old car. The first time it broke down was on a busy eight lane road in the middle of a rain storm.
   Cars have a way of making me feel like I can never be trapped. I can always pack up and go. Until they break down.
  When I am stressed, I can go for a long drive with the window down and forget about it. I think there's a reason most employee lounges and waiting rooms don't have windows. They don't want you to see a way out.
   It was time to figure life out. All my friends either had jobs or prospects. I didn't know what I was doing. I didn't want a desk job. Eventually a friend convinced me to take a seasonal job. Now I had an answer for every one's questions. I was going to be an island cook in Wyoming.
   I really didn't know anything about the place or cooking but somehow I convinced them I was the person for the job. I started packing my stuff and as the departure date got closer the more problems I came across. My car started shaking at certain speeds and the breaks were acting up. I started looking for a different car but in the end decided to go with the car I knew.
   So I headed out across the country. Leaving a place where I knew people to a place I knew no one. I got more nervous as I put miles between me and anyone I could count on to help me out. It was scary and exciting.
  I was leaving my worries behind for more exciting ones. I started off in the Florida panhandle and my first stop was Nashville. Nashville was the last contact with anyone I knew for the summer. I stayed at my godparents who I hadn't seen in years. The next day I was on my own for good. Unless I failed.

Monday, January 14, 2013